now i know how fat girls who get their mouths wired shut feel.

• first of all: im so hungry that im not even hungry anymore.
• i keep spitting. like a mother frickin camel. how disgusting and old lady in a retirement home- like is that?
  
• im tired of eating popsicles and sherbet. how bout some pasta? maybe some chicken. or some sushi. a mexican roll with extra spicy mayo would be delish at the moment.
• ohh i could eat sushi all day and never get full. im going to bento as soon as this tonsil shit clears up. i really think that sushi places should start making all of the rolls jumbo. quit that small shit .. you know?


• i feel bad for every fat girl whose parents locked them up and tried to prevent them from eating. it only causes depression and overeating later.


• i cant talk and its annoying. my fricken father keeps aksing me to repeat myself and i can barely open my mouth. wtf. cool it pops.


• maybe this is what lockjaw feels like?


• unless im on meds i feel like shit. and once i get the good meds all i wanna do is go to sleep.


• this week has been a million times less than productive.


• i need to paint.


• i need a hug.


• no one reads my blog. haha.