busy busy.

maan... i tell ya.. you'd think id learn the first two times... haha


dhnet housing services decided that i violated the student code of conduct because i had limewire floatin on my computer and forgot to delete it... damnit...

usually i delete it b4 coming back to campus.. but i forgot :(...

but tha cool thing is... knock on wood... they told me they were cutting my service like yesterday at 9 ish.. and surprise surprise... the shit still works...

which is how im writing this right now... cool?

well kinda... but then kinda not... bcuz i feel like its a fucking ticking time bomb and soon
idk when... the internet is gonna run away...

but until then.... hahahahahaha fuck you housing.

thats not nice. im sorry.

anyway.

listenin to pac div's knucklehead for the umpteenth time. LOVE IT.

and im procrastinatin' on this dange story for journo class... ill get there... hmph....

btw.... learned something this weekend... mite sound dumb... but i def just realized that shit....


IM GROWN.

i mean i go home alot and talk to my parents like everyday and stuff... but i can honestly do whatever the fuck i want .... im bout 20 years old... lol

that felt good to realize....

smile.

i must admit. i was just really freakin out because of all the things i must do this week and the holes i have to dig myself out of ...

but this just made my night...

i can now go to bed with a smile..

btw. im definitley basing my wedding entrance off of something like this.

bellies.

people might hate me for this one... but o fuckin well.

why do fat girls wear shirts that are too small?

the other nite when chad and i were comin back home i saw a girl... lets just call her big bertha....

scratchin her belly.

this chick had a stomach the size of like five small children rolled into a ball...what tha fuck maaan

first of all her shirt was too tight...

and then she had the audacity to lift that fabric and scratch her big ass belly....


maan... thats just foul... first of all...

women shouldnt have bellies... thats just wrong...

second... ya damn sure shuldnt lift ur shirt if your stomach resembles a giant bowlin ball... and not in a sexy way... lmao..

not that that could ever be sexy...

any fuckkin way...

that shit really pissed me off and i felt like throwin up in my mouth... real talk...

and..
not only did bertha walk down the sidewalk scratchin her fat ass excuse for a stomach...

she was breathin so hard i heard her when i was comin up the street....

heres a tip:

if you breathe really fuckin hard all the time... so hard that people think

fuckin darth vader came down from space....

or so hard that you look around and wonder who the fuck fell asleep...

then you know that you are outta shape and need to handle dat shit....

i shouldnt hear anyone breathing ever unless your past like 80....

i mean damn.. thats just not healthy...

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.


smh.

amber rose.

maaan. im not even gonna front. amber rose has a dope look... she got swag....

blah blah.... ANDALLADATSHIT...

but... maaan... why she gotta ho it up on angie martinez show like that?

she was on lip service talkin bout her sex life and shit..... kinda lame maan....

i kno kanye tryna b different gettin a stripper from bk who loook ethnic but really iz a straight white girl...

but idk how keen he gon be on her publicly ho-in it up...

then again kanye is motherfuckin crazy and prolly doesnt give a fuck...

idk maan... i was kinda dissapointed when i found out she just an ex stripper....

and she sound real ghetto like....

that shit aint cool maaan....

amber rose... just dont talk... and youll be straight...

maaaaaaaaaaaaan.

maaan i got shit to say.

this is me KEEPIN IT REAL. for fucksake.

men need to be men . real talk.

if u wanna fuckin hang out... tell me what day we chillin.. and come scoop my ass... be real bout ur shit...idk... dont fuckin hem and haw and cry tryna figure out why we neva chill and all that extra shit...

thats not even the important thing right now...

on some real shit tho... lemme tella quik story...

this one cat iz gonna holla at me afta it didnt work out wit a friend... lame in itself... but ii think tha nigga cool.. so we start chillin and shit...

but then tha nigga gonna try to be slick and go back to my homegirl on the side.. then she tellin lies to me bout how she hate him one day and not tha next... dont know that me and him chilled.. and its all a big fuckin mess....

so i drop the cat...

and he seem cool wit us not talkin for bout a month and then all of a fuckin sudden

BOW BOW BOW....

dude is back like a bad cold.... tryna chill

first of all... if u always want a chick to come to ur crib and u neva drive newhere and neva wanna go out....THATS FUCKIN LAME... and ur eitha lyin bout havin a car.. or u hidin sumthin... nigga

second.... if i dont fuckin answer the phone or texts or fuckin book messages... then its obv cuz im not fuckin wit ur ass...

which means...

DONT FUCKIN TEXT ME AT 2AM after i ignored ur call sayin... "o so i guess u dont fuck wit a nigga no more..."

well duh u dumb fuck..... obviously i dont.

and we sposed to be in one of tha best schools in america....

dumb. ass . niggas i tell you.


ON A LIGHTER NOTE.

im sposed to b goin to see tha wiz tonite. thats right wiz fuckin khalifa. shit should b dope. if it all works out.

but anyway....

im tired of this shit that happens that makes me turn to the blog... people gon start thinkin im some angry blog thug who says fuck too much and hates the world.

ITS NOT EVEN LIKE THAT.

i just keep it real.
all the fuckin time.

FEEL ME?


nia*

family networking.

listening to pac div's new tapemixx. church league champions. if you dont know . now u know.

newho. dont mean to start off angry today. but fuck it, im gonna....

WHY THE FUCK do parents, aunts, uncs, older fam members think its cool to add us on twitter/myspace/the book?

what the fuck maaaaannnn.... im tired of havin to think twice bout my tweets or status updates because im tryna avoid a brow raise or lecture....

seriously... im grown.... and i dont need this shit.

it really makes me wanna delete fuckin facebook..... especially if my fam is gonna comment on every update... i mean really? get a life or find another neice to harass....

and while im on the book.... am i the only one who feels like its turned into the new day myspace.... the drama.. the stalking... the stalking... o ya and the drama....

SHIT IS GETTIN WILD.

if you have people whom you deleted or ignored as friends trying to re add you... you should worry... because obviously these people are way too fixated on your existence and you prolly have a baby stalker.

i would know. i have a couple.

so anyway... facebook has now died to me. and theres so many lame ass apps that spam up my home page and honestly i could care less which family guy character sally is more like.. or who scored higher on jennys personal quiz....

wtf peeps... buy a life. please....

and twitter.... is cool... cuz its just random thoughts... and celebs are treal as shit on that.. i like it...

but i cant take certain ppl callin me every time i post a crazy tweet... i mean damn.. call my parents. or send me an email... so i can ignore your ass.

families should stay interactin thru ugly christmas cards, cookouts, and sundays... other thhan that... idk....


*later.

what?

you only have one chance to make an impression on the world.

better start now right?

im soooooo hungry right now.. just ordered a pizza but now that i think bout it im cravin some eazy mac wit extra cheese and my own sprinkle cheese on top.

anyway.. finally back in gville.. maan... this damn sickness hit me hard... like barry bonds was swingin tha bat or sumthin...idk maaaaan....

but im back.. chillin on the bed thinkin bout this article due tmrw.... daaamn....i hate runnin backwardz and playin catch up... too used to walkin ahead of people... shit...

got the black. excuse for. tv on rite now.. shame we never got the hang of 106 and park after free and aj flew away... damn i could fix that show.... hmmm...


anyway... hopin this food omes soon b4 i gnaw a finger off or eat another fuji apple.. which dont really fill u up past 5.. cuz past 5 is when your body has decided that its time for big kid meals.. and its done with that snack light shit youve been givin it all day....

feel me?

on another note... im feelin like that hour is arriving and by that hour i mean a tattoo.

damn i need ink so bad right now... ive got like mad ideas and the shit is relaxing.. if thats not weird.. and tatts are dope if you get them placed artistically... so im just utchin to get one...
maan

id rather spend money on clothes, tatts, and shoes anyday b4 food or rims or other bullshit...

and thats just me.

flu.

im so sick i dont really know what it is that ive come down with.. but its something terrible.

anyway...
ive been wondering... why is it that old people talk so frickin loud?

i mean really... why must my parents have conversations that sound like theyre yelling?... if i wanted to hear what they were talking about id sit next to them... right?

idk if its just me.. but theyre always complaining about other people being loud and they dont realize how loud they are themselves...

today i was sitting downstairs and i heard what sounded like shrieking up in my mothers room...
my ma and my aut were talking but it sounded as if they were having a fight....

i mean damn.. quiet down?

anyway...

im sick and at home.
pissed about alot of things...

like how i wasted money on a damn blu and white ticket and culd only go to one thing because i caught the plague... wtf....
then. ... how my parents wouldnt let me leave today.. so now i have to wake up at 530 in the morning to drive home and then go to class....

not the weekend i thought i would have...

frootloops and pizza.

eatin this late nite shit. froot loops and pizza and koolaid. dont judge me.

i swear im messy as fuck.. spilt sugar all ova my desk.

anywho.... ive been thinkin lately... that there are certain things that i just dont like... and dont think i should have to deal wit anymore....so... if anything you do or are or like is on this list.... step the fuck back.

girls who go and buy those plaid 3/4 sleeve shirts after like 2 months ago. wtf

niggas who wine. (kill yourself)

dudes who tell everyone who theyve fucked. smh. lame

girls who stalk other girls on the space the book or in person. (yes you bitch)

girls who blame other girls for their dude cheating. LAME

people who don't know how to jerk, or don;t even attempt

people who don't like tattoos

people who cant take a hint

niggas who wait for girls to make the first move

people who never workout... ever .. LAME

niggas who wear baggy jeans...

girls who wear too tight jeans so that their flubber hangs over

girls who dont wear underwear with those cottony dresses so that i see the imprint of ur ass... wtf

anyone who actually likes drake's new wack ass video

people with ugly teeth...(arm and hammer ASAP)

niggas who only dress nice one motherfuckin day in a week

girls with weave down their feet

girls with weave like my curly hair... kill yourself

people who don't know who Dom Kennedy, Mickey Factz, Wiz Khalifa, or Pac Div is... (go run in traffic)

people who don't dance when they hear music

people who eat loudly

people who don't listen to Biggie...

girls who look a mess when they get out the pool and still be in niggas faces like its cute...

girls who stare at me like they forgot how to turn their heads ....

black women who hate on every other black woman.. and then talk all that empowerment girl power shit....

THATS IT FOR NOW... IMA SIP THA KOOLAID AND SUCK ON THESE FROOTLOOPS.

i'll holla.♥

swangin and bangin

man its so fuckin hot. LEMME SAY IT AGAIN.

it is so fuckin hot.

i feel like i just lost ten pounds of frickin sweat.

me and the bro went jerkin round the grove in the garden.

i hate that if you wear skinnies in the heat theres a chance that you might die of heatstroke...

i put my life in danger for a few good shots and a dance... smh

anyway... jammin to nero's swangin and bangin and wiz khalifa .. chewy is my shit....

makin me feel real inspired-like....

today i woke up and decided im definitley makin this video... art doc thing... i just need subjects... i mean mad ppl act so funny bout bein on camera... shit im just tryna make a real ass video....

i asked one dude.. and this motherfucker was like... im not sure if im comfortable wiht the vid.. ill think about it.. i dont want the whole world to experience my interestingness....

i was like wtf nigga go run in traffic. with scissors.

anyway.. ppl are pretty gay about videos... which is why i havent got much footage lately...

i wanna make like a kick ass video.. that makes people say at the end... dang... its real in florida.... those are some real ass people.. doing interesting ass things... you know?

like i was thikin of just havin a movie of straight interviews... like lots and lots of people being asked random questions... kinda based on the screen tests that andy warhol used to do...

that would be so dope. please dont steal my idea. or ill fight you. real talk.

anyway.. today i deceided that the movie is gonna be crack.. ad all those ppl who decided to run away from this movie are gonna feel dumb as fuck when i win at sundance.

end of story.

uninspired

havent had much to say lately.
everything that has happened lately is either lame, high school dramatic, or dumb, and thus not worth mentioning.
pretty boring. im sitting here watching a movie on jim morrison.... pretty bored.
maybe ill be inspired to do something.
hmm?

part time lover full time friend.

yesterday was a day in which i had an epiphany, deleted a friend, cried, ate chicken, watched hannah montana, straightened my hair and missed True Blood. what a day :)

anyway i know ive been a little absent from this shit lately.. but ive had bigger fish to fry... and by fish.. i mean people.

but ya... getting tired of summer in gainesville.. way too fast... desperately awaiting something new and exciting to happen.... hopefully soon?.. or else ill probably be forced to tears of extreme boredom

i currently feel like watching juno .. and strangely enough im listening to one of the songs on the Juno soundtrack by the Moldy peaches.... wow i have no life.....

but ya... had a good lead quote in mmc today... pretty much the current highlight of my life...

btw... global warming is real... its bout 100 in the ville currently... my precious golden brown skin is melting just thinkin about it... fuck maaaaan.

mayb im a little late... but i just heard about this awesome project with nas and jr gong.... a collabo... dedicated to africa... shit i cant wait....

NAS & DAMIAN "JR GONG" MARLEY DISTANT RELATIVES preview from nabil elderkin on Vimeo.

notes from dino class

Note to self. Get outta boring classes immediately. Such as... Age of dinosaurs....smh Anyway... Yesterday....in writing class we were given a topic. And had to write on it... And although simple... It was probably the best time ive had in class so far....

I tell ya... You know youre a nerd when writing excites you and makes you smile.. Which is fine... Ill be that....

Anyway i realized the other day that school isnt as bad as i thought... Lol
i say this now... But seriously.. Its fun... I learn.. Hang out.. Work out and look cute... Sounds like a party to me :)

Which reminds me... I wont be able to party this weekend because i have to go back home to watch the dogs.... Which is ok because i miss them.. But at the same time... I was just at home for two months... And honestly... I was so disappointed from alot of things that happened this summer.. That i honestly have no wish of returning.. .i can count on one hand all the people id like to see upon returning....

Anyway... Id like to speak on what ive learned this summer :

*dont let some one whom you know has dissapointed you before set you up for another let down.

*painting in the rain is amazing.

*blueberry buckle is my new signature
dessert to make.

*just because you love someone doesnt mean they love you back.

*dont do something that you wuldnt want others to know about.. Because more than likely..they will find out

*swimming every day makes me happy

*guys who are too scared to move arent worth it

*if he isnt calling you he doesnt want to...lol * in order to continue my bougie lifestyle i need to work hard and make that cash..lol

* not to bring a clutch to the club and turn i t upside down because you will lose all its contents...

*people lie. So dont be surprised

*jerkin is an amazing dance that all should partake in

*filmmaking is my new passion

*greatness is achievable