fail.

ive been in a state of failure lately.

sad. i know.

last week i failed 2 tests, failed at a possible friendship, failed a story, and failed at being cheerful. FUCK.

then this week so far, ive been really annoyed, and sick, and just eeew.

i failed a story today.. because of a fact error. almost cried twice, and i wore SWEATPANTS AND BIRKENSTOCKS! in front of people.

i really need to get it together.

anyway, im currently trying to piece my life together and smile along the way.

i have a very strong suspicion that im extremely close to finding out that i have an uncurable chronic sickness.

i feel like garbage. im annoyed at people. and my skin is irritated by wind, coldness, heat, and water. wtf.

i have to go outside, and i have to bathe.

so my ass is just walkin round uncomfortable and sad.

FAIL.

speaking of failing...
i need to make a list. a fail list

• people who stand up while eating.
• people who eat frozen dinners and think theyre going to get skinny.
• people who lie to themselves.
• people who are dirty/messy.
• people who make noise when they eat.
• people who lick their fingers.
• people who hide food.
• people who try to cheat others $$$.
• people who pretend.
• people who do nothing but gossip.
• people who sit in you seat in class, when youve been sitting there for 3 months already
• girls who wear flares
• girls who are dirty.
• girls who wear colorful belts and big sneakers with jeans and look like theyre in middle school.
• girls with bad hair, caused by FAILED perms.
• girls with fake fake hair who dont comb it.
• girls with cheap weave.
• girls with no edges.
• people with bad teeth.
• boys who cant dress.
• boys who act like girls and then try to date girls.
• people who smell weird.
• people who sit close to me on the bus when there are a million other seats available.
• people who park next to me when there are a million other parks.

AND THATS JUST A FEW FAILS FOR TODAY.