Thursday, January 14, 2010

my life is doomed

im upset because doctors like to misdiagnose me and give me a million and one blood tests and not give me the medicine i need and tell me to wait and postpone my recovery.

im upset because no one knows whats wrong with me and i feel terrible and have had every test done known to man.

im upset because its a waste of fucking gas, time and money to drive to orlando every fuckin week for a doctor' appt.

im upset because my gpa is shit because of minu grades and missed classes and if one were to simply look at my transcript from the last two semesters, they would think i was a ra-tard.

im upset because i cant flush the hatred away i have for a certain creature and im afraid that if i see her , authorities might have to become involved, which could be messy , because my grandfather is a well known cop in gville, and me going to jail for opening up  a can of whoopass wouldnt be a good look.

im upset that i dont write in my blog as frequently as i used to, it really is therapeudic.

im upset that bad girls club was erased from the dvr at my parents house.

im upset that guys keep asking me to shoot pics and video for them , when really their only intention is to smash and they couldn't think of  a more clever way of approaching me, and thus decided to pretend they were actually interested in business and being successful in life. smh

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